Today is Fat Tuesday, boy does that describe how I have been feeling lately. I know I've said it before, but I am so sick of being overweight. I am making a conscious effort to lose weight (again). This month I counted up the money in my workout jar...$9. I only worked out nine times this month. Granted, I was sick for a lot of this month, but still it seems low. That's an average of twice a week. Hopefully I get my motivation back soon.
Anyways, for Lent this season I have decided to once again give up fast food, but also decided to really challenge myself with a couple other things. My friend laughed at me when I told her, but I have decided to also give up soda, shouldn't be too hard, and also give up negative thoughts/complaining. I feel like lately I have been a very negative person, always looking at the downside. I am going to try to go this whole Lenten season without having any outward negativity. I know it's natural to have a negative attitude about certain things, I'm just going to choose to not bellyache about them all the time.
I got my taxes back, going off of my previous post, and I will be eating at home a lot anyways, I can't afford to go out. I might even go back to what I did in college: eating only once a day. I'm really struggling these days to get started with things, not just my weight, and it's the courage to fly blindly and trust in God's plan that I am having the biggest problem with. If things are meant to be, then they will happen. But having the courage to follow through on that is even harder...more on that at a later date (maybe).
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