This month has been a crazy month! After getting back into the dating field, most of my time has been spent with one person. Forgot what that felt like, but I kind of like it. So much, that I haven't gone to the gym as much as I would have liked this past month. I have a total of $10 in my jar this month. I have also gained all the weight back, again. I just have to remember not to give up, that's when people usually gain an additional ten pounds. It's like a pattern: you lose five, gain it back, get discouraged, then gain some more weight because you temporarily give up. I'm determined not to give up easily, it's October 1st and I already have one dollar in my jar.
On a side note, I found out today that I moved in next to a meth lab. Yep. When I moved in there was a crazy girl living next to me with her boyfriend, or so I assumed. About a month later there were notices on the door stating that the apartment was unfit to enter, fire department saying that it was against the law to enter. I had no idea why, and didn't find out until almost a year later (today). This morning as I was walking out of my apartment a lady introduced herself as my neighbor. I commented that it was nice to finally have a neighbor, as that apartment was empty for so long. That's when she told me that her neighbors told her there had been a meth lab in that apartment. I am officially motivated to move! I can't even imagine if something would have gone south next door.
I have always believed in angels, I think when I moved in, my guardian angel stepped in and protected me by getting that apartment evicted and condemned. A lot of friends have told me how scary it is, but I just look at what I'm blessed with. I've survived a year completely on my own, it's been a scary year, but it came with a lost of blessings and life lessons. I'm one step closer to my acceptance of being able to live in a house by myself, now that I've mastered living in an apartment by myself.
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